freakin’ jacki kept on talking throughout the whole show, lmfao.  it was kinda funny, but then it started to get annoying and i’m just like i wanna sock this girl.  sal and john joe were too cute.  ah, seniors.  )’: you all will definitely be missed.  this year’s show was actually the best out of the 2 years i’ve gone.  good job guys!

  and not to mention amyL was chasing me around with a camera because she thinks me and adaT look alike, lmao…  crazy guuurl. 

  i lowkey am a little upset that my dad bitched about me going to jones’ AAC show.  this morning when i told him, he started lecturing me.  not that what he said was incorrect in any way, but i just really wanted to chill the fuck out today.  sometimes… honesty is really not the best policy.  this is why i don’t want to tell him things because he’s always so fucking negative about it.  like first of all, when do i even go out?  fucking rarely.  i ended up not going because i’m going to ours tomorrow and i feel like he’s gonna be extra mad about me so i’m like fuck it, i’m not gonna go.   whatever, it’s done.  it wouldn’t have made a difference if i went anyway.   i wish i didn’t buy the saturday ticket for ours, ugh.  could have possibly gone today. 

  LJ and MK asked for a ride tomorrow and i’m just like… ugh.  it’s not that i don’t like them, but i see them so much i really just don’t want to see them 6 days a week.  and then i’ll feel like a bitch if i don’t give them a ride.  why, why, me…  and i’m also not very fond of my “date”.  fuck,fuck,fuck.  i really just want to sell my ticket to someone. 

  i decided to take the bus home today because i didn’t feel like walking again.  just when things couldn’t get any worse, it apparently did.  i don’t feel like saying it because then people are just gonna say i’m prejudice.  i searched it up and it’s contagious.  if i get that shit all over my body… i will honestly rather die. 

  i’ve started to jump rope again.  gotta relieve some stress.  i’m so out of shape.  i’m not as good as before.  hopefully that’ll change in a week or two.   

  my eyes started to get all bubbly this morning when i told nia about what happened.  she said i’ve been stressing out too much this year.  damn fucking right. 

  罗老师 was pretty emotional today.  poor guy. 

i’ve sworn a lot.  today is just not my day.  just kill me.